What do I do when you're all alone in this world. Everyone and everything has left you. Your friends are too busy with their own lives, you can't trust or talk to your boyfriend anymore, and so you lie in bed alone just thinking and talking to yourself trying to make things better. Trying to encourage myself when my chest is in so much pain.
I know what to do: I wait. I know this pain will not last. Sooner or after, I will leave. Leave everyone I know, everyone who has caused me all this pain and grief, all this sadness that has been longing for escape. Leave my friends , family and even my boyfriend. I don't want to deal with them anymore. I want to start a fresh new life with new people. I'll miss everyone I knew before but I know that I will be happy. I am sick and tired and I don't want to feel like this anymore. No one is here to help me and no one wants and accepts me. No one wants to make me feel better. If they did, they'd be here with me right now, stopping the tears streaming down my face.
"Just a few more months", I tell myself.
January 15, 2013
January 04, 2013
Oh, the Irony
So I am a bit confused as to what you are saying. You tell me that you don't like her and that you want to, and I quote: 'to completely ignore her and forget about her', but isn't deleting her off of Facebook a helpful way to forget her, that way, you don't have to see or know every little thing she is doing? I really encourage Facebook to change their 'Friends' to 'People We Know' or 'Acquaintances'.
This kinda pisses me off because it shows that you still want to know what she's up to because you have easy access to what she is doing, all pictures she posts/are tagged in, in other words, you can stalk her whenever you want, whenever you feel like it. I'm losing my trust in you and if you didn't get the hint I texted you about that's related to this -- hint, hint, delete her off of Facebook you nitwit -- I don't know what to do.
I'm getting mixed emotions about you now and they're not good.
Great way to start a new year, huh? Happy fucking New Years to me.
This kinda pisses me off because it shows that you still want to know what she's up to because you have easy access to what she is doing, all pictures she posts/are tagged in, in other words, you can stalk her whenever you want, whenever you feel like it. I'm losing my trust in you and if you didn't get the hint I texted you about that's related to this -- hint, hint, delete her off of Facebook you nitwit -- I don't know what to do.
I'm getting mixed emotions about you now and they're not good.
Great way to start a new year, huh? Happy fucking New Years to me.
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