August 08, 2012

Can't Sleep.

I find it really annoying and hurtful when someone important to me doesn't tell me the truth or has secrets behind my back that they know I won't like or, especially this, when I see/hear something on facebook and they haven't told me anything about it. It pisses me off so much! ADLKGJHHFKGHLG Seriously, are they are ashamed to tell me? Do they now want me to know because they're afraid I'll be upset/mad/annoyed because if that is the case, then that's just plain stupid. That just makes me lose their trust in them completely because they're not tell me the whole truth, just a part of it and it makes me feel like they're hiding more stories and secrets behind my back while I'm just there making a huge fool out of myself. 

I fucking hate people. Why can't something tragic happen to me like a huge car crash, or a murder, or some reason for me not to be alive. I hate everyone around me, they're liars, cheaters, back stabbers, and I can't wait until I can get away from all this. 
There's not point of living on this earth.